Amy Flynn 

is  

All About Energy

    Amy's Story:

   Being the Doorway to Infinity

It was getting dark and I was walking from the library back to the dorm. Suddenly from out of the dark, a figure leapt out at me and knocked me to the ground!  Before I knew what happened, this man was straddling my chest, sitting on me and holding a sharp knife to my throat!  I was under attack!  I looked at him and I recognized him.  He was an exchange student from Saudi Arabia who had been having difficulty adapting to the cultural differences of living in the U.S. ... but when I looked in his eyes, I could clearly see there was “no one was home”, no one present behind his eyes.  I realized he was having a psychotic break and I started to feel fear creeping in.  

Before I could succumb to the fear and panic, suddenly something happened... something extraordinary... something amazing.  Suddenly I was aware of feeling like “I” was being rolled to the side and pushed beyond my body.  It felt and appeared that I was a teeny tiny thing in a sea of  the most amazing, beautiful, totally awesome light!  And the feeling of it...the most delicious, beyond words!

I found myself suspended in the most blindingly, brilliant Light I've ever experienced in my life!  I felt the most awesome Love wrapping around me, holding me in this amazing energy.  I had never felt anything like it.  And suddenly I was aware I could hear a squeaky little voice over my shoulder squawking “There is a man sitting on your chest with a knife!! You should be afraid! You should be afraid! You should be very afraid!” It repeated it over and over and finally I “said” to it – “Be quiet! Look, we are ok!!  In fact, we are better than ok!”  

I was ‘floating’ in this beautiful amazing space, the most beautiful place I'd ever been in... I couldn't even see (nor was I aware of at all) the guy that was sitting on my chest pressing the knife into my throat. All I saw was the amazing beautiful, blindingly brilliant Light, and all I felt was the most awesome Love everywhere, it was endless -- infinite.  As I floated in the deliciousness of this Light, I realized that the little squawking voice was my ego mind, way over there up in a what was like a corner telling me that I should be afraid ... and I had to laugh at the absurdity of it.   

I have no idea how long I stayed in this beautiful space just feeling this amazing Love and in this beautiful Light.  Eventually at some point I found myself returned to my body, and I could feel myself back, lying on the ground in my body. When I opened my eyes, I could see that this man was standing beside me, very much at peace. And his arms were down by his side and he was holding the knife peacefully at his side.  It was as if he was there calmly waiting for me to stand up and so I did.  I took his hand and calmly lead him back to the dorm where he lived.  He was very docile and calm as we walked to his dorm.  I delivered him to his friends, whom I also knew.  His friends saw to it that he was taken care of.  He was returned back to his family in Saudi Arabia where he spent the next 9 months as a patient in a psychiatric hospital.

I had no memory of what was said to him or done to calm him down.  When I left  to find myself suspended in a timeless, magical space of Light and Love, a madman was sitting on my chest.  When I returned a serene and peaceful man stood by my side.  What happened?  All I could remember was this brilliant, blindingly bright Light and the feeling of such an all embracing powerful Love force.  I knew it was something bigger than me,  I knew it was Source (I'd known Source all my life since childhood which is another story for another time).  But at this time I didn’t realize that it WAS me – a larger part of myself. 

The experience was so beautiful and such a powerful experience that I knew everybody had to have this experience!  I knew if they did, they would be changed forever.  My  immediate thought was that everyone needed to have someone  jump on top of them and hold a knife to their throat so they would be swept off into that infinite Light and Love.  But as soon as I had that thought, I realized... no, that won’t work – most people will panic and that would be the end for them... so how?  How could I bring this direct experience to everyone?  That question remained with me.

About 10 years later I was to have another, even more powerful experience where I fully returned to the Source of All That Is.  In this experience everything that was/has ever been created vanished -- all form, all that is/was created. Vanished.  Dissolved. Not created.  This experience did not happen out of meditation or a moment out in nature. I was flitting around the house straightening things up and as I was doing so I engaged my mind in deep unanswerable inquiry about the nature of BEing. Doing this literally short circuited my mind and all thought ceased completely.  When I suddenly stopped my mind from projecting anything at all (no thoughts, no beliefs) something profound happened. What I discovered is that when the mind projects nothing  --  nothing exists. (Continued at right...)

 

No planets, no houses, no sky, no trees, no stars, no universes, no galaxies, NO thing.   The only thing that  exists, that is left after all else vanishes, is energy as the most brilliant, brilliant blinding light and filled with the most incredible force of Love. Love as a Creative Force, Love as Creator, Love beyond anything that humans have ever conceived of Love as.  And this time I experienced that this Field of infinite potential, of Light Energy, of Love Force was not separate from me, but in fact was me. Dissolved. Not created.  This experience did not happen out of meditation or a moment out in nature. I was flitting around the house straightening things up and as I was doing so I engaged my mind in deep unanswerable inquiry about the nature of BEing. Doing this literally short circuited my mind and all thought ceased completely.  When I suddenly stopped my mind from projecting anything at all (no thoughts, no beliefs) something profound happened.  What I discovered is that when the mind projects nothing  --  nothing exists.  No planets, no houses, no sky, no trees, no stars, no universes, no galaxies, NO thing.   The only thing that  exists, that is left after all else vanishes, is energy as the most brilliant, brilliant blinding light and filled with the most incredible force of Love. Love as a Creative Force, Love as Creator, Love beyond anything that humans have ever conceived of Love as.  And this time I experienced that this Field of infinite potential, of Light Energy, of Love Force was not separate from me, but in fact was me. 

Now the feeling was even stronger, I knew that I had to absolutely had to find a way for people to directly realize this (through direct experience) so that they could experience what they are, who they are, who everyone is, what everything is.   They’d experience the infinite nature of themselves, the infinite possibility and potential that they truly are.  And realize that THIS is the truth of All That Is and that they ARE All That Is.  I knew I had to find a way for others to experience this, to get them as close as possible to the direct experience of this realization. Words and concepts could never communicate such a knowing, this was available only to be realized (made real) through direct experience.  I knew that once someone experienced that they are All That Is  they would be free.  They would never feel fear again, there would remain no fear of death, and they would be alive on a level that they were not capable of before. But how? How could this experience be made accessible to anyone?  That was the big question.

I continued to be guided after this profound experience even more strongly and I realized that my purpose in this lifetime is to be a conduit, a clear channel, through which others can realize through their direct experience, the same truth for themselves.  I am the pointer and guide, flowing wisdom and energy through me, so that others can step fully into the experience of  Who they are..  

I have been completely guided in what I do and how I do it.  Source is lighting the way, taking me by the hand and literally leading me down the path.  Through the powerful channeling work that I do (channeling Source Consciousness that I refer to as The Collective) I am able to create that direct experience for people so that they too may realize beyond the mind; realize Who and What they truly are.  I am consciously expressing Source through me, living my purpose and nothing feels better than that!

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Amy Flynn is a Facilitator of Consciousness, Change and Transformation.  Amy spreads instant joy and channels a higher Source that you can feel in the loving energy she radiates. Amy will quickly shift you into a higher vibration of love and move you to awakening and remembering who you are. Known as a business and people healer, Amy facilitates a lasting connection with Source. Amy's mission is, as she puts it, quite simply "wake up and empower" the world!   Amy is the voice channel for an expression of nonphysical Source Consciousness known as The Collective who lovingly transform all interact with.   Amy is the publisher of the inspirational ezine "Energy Currents" and can be found regularly on telesummits, radio shows and as a teacher on the Global Teleclass platform  uplifting and transforming audiences worldwide

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